sometimes..

u see things from the perspective u wan to see from.

this could be because of the influence.

wx used a cheem word for it. i cannot rem it.

well.. i dont have regrets for wat had happened. life is so short u see. if u hinge on things which are not meant to be, what do u get in return? a whole head of white hair and then a whole life of regret.

if it is mean to be then everything will come back to u as it has been. pple are weird. tats what ven shared with me.. the stories of the 3 brothers.- Loss  Regret & Cherish. I went thru that. so pple, ya. dont let the 3 brothers come into ur life. Instead truimph over them okie! Life is supposedly to be this way isnt it. When sth doesnt go ur way, crying ur heart out furiously doesnt really help u see. Instead, start to accept the truth. It may hurt awhile, but what come after that is that u have grown big hearted and YES u have matured. Isnt this the way the world supposed to make us like. Sometimes we are just too lost in our emotions to feel that. I mean ya. step out of it whoever u are, if u are feeling sad over some superficial tings. Because arent u glad u are still living.. when u are alive, u are still able to do whatever u want.

i am nt gg to watch poissoned. it reminds me of my friends. i really miss them alot. sometiems really hoping they will be online and i still can talk to them. But now that this is not gg to happen, i learn that we shud be happy instead of sad because life is too transient to guarantee anything in return.i mean unless u have lost a loved one, u will not feel this. But really learn to treasure. or i t would have been too late like mine.. i promised but i broke them all.. n that this promises wont be able to be fulfilled anymore.. because they are already in heaven watching over me and everyone.

anyway. on a lighter note, i am hooked on korean vcd.. thanks to sam soon.. haha.. lend me more if u can. anywya. i completed 16 serials in 2 days! haha.

be back to blog again .. waiting to go tuition to earn my 100 bucks.. haha. coming toda! haha..